javierlovestea

I hate things constantly changing in my life.
I dont want to know anything, its fucking screwing things up.
Changing me into someone i dont even recognise.
I'm hidden so fucking deep, i cant find myself anymore.
I'm sorry. I need to search myself. Shit i hate this!

Just gonna crap about some stuff that i did these past few days
monday and tuesday i was like tied down at work so i did nothing much..
i even miss amazing race on monday
then today i went over to jasper house..
the first prob is that i didnt not have enough coins to take bus to his house
then my mum just gave me 30CENTS!!
so i really had a hard time looking for coins in the house
over at jasper house ate MAGGI MEE for lunch!! boring food but better than nothing
oh one more thing sebas went to his cruise today and ya to sebas:BON VOYAGE!!!

As usual moses came late again say wad need to bring his bro go take PSLE results
ar nvm then moses bro got his results(not bad) 254!!/300
far far better than wad i had during my time

Bused to jasper house today jus to slack around and played winning eleven
went off to play soccer at upper court at 4 then our 'genius'
sebas he forgot to take his shoe bag from jasper house so we took one stop
and then alight. nvm about that the prob is tht ppl were like tinkin'wth take one stop also fun
waste money'
but b4 tht when moses and i were busing to jasper house the bus uncle had the
alos same specs as me and he looked 50 plus almost 60
he looked at me then i look bac
then we both smiled lol!!
he must be thinkin'have i gone back to my era??'

Hey guys!! miss me?? sure do la
kk i am gg to start off by talking about saturday that i stayed at swissotel
they were oragnising some vertical marathon thing and like there were so many ppl!!
thats the first thing
Nice picture of my room view!!


and i shall skip to tuesday which i played soccer with some of my primary skoo fren!!


and i got this swee swee blister!!
ya i went to eat lunch with moses too and i drank this kopi o susu which make me lao sai
casue plus the prawn noodle i eat
wa confirm sure plua 100% chop sure lao sai!!

might be heading over to jasper house with moses tomorrow
but will remember to bring my cam tomorrow!!
get some pic!

i got something to share wait look down ya down
i got new spec!!
take a look plus my new hair!!wa super super
NERD!!

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Everybody's falling sick. Tsk tsk Sg. Ive fever, cough, blocked
nose & rashes on my legs. I feel vv horrible :(
But i went to work to today still..
boring la...work and work and non-stop working.
trying to earn some bucks to get myself a new shoe!

am gg to spend the whole day at home tomorrow not
gg anywhere just gg to slack around

Nothing gets more lamer than spending time @GL..
U pay money and u lose in D games!!!
Going off to work tomorrow and i promise to chop my hair soon
maybe by the end of the week or maybe next week.
need to sleep soon cause i have got work!!
Moses!! pls if u are reading this shit then u better organize
some fking thing soon cause 'wo yao fa mei le'

How you disgust me. I dont even know why Im entertaining
your bullshit. Gal, come back once you've grown more matured.
I dont want to waste my time on bitches like you!

If you have the fucking guts, which I doubt you have any? :O
You'll say it the first time u msg me! Your words dont mean
any significance the way you're bullshitting it all out now.

MY plan:To piss my mum of so i need not work
Plan was a great success!!!
My mum was forcing me to go work until the end of the month!!!
The job is not easy!! Money Not easy to earn!
Not planning to do anything today cause she took back my access card which means
that i will not be able to stay at home the whole day!!!
But still feeling happy cause its so much better than working.
will post other stuff if any interesting gg to happen today!

Yay!! finally i get to stay at my aunt place thought the place is very far....
but nvm its like damn shiok here...
Had dinner at Quality hotel with my parents and cousin plus cousin galfren..
after dinner we were suppose to drive back to my home to get my clothes
and head over to my stayover place..
but my cousin galfren is a POOR driver
so we were like travelling in circles and we were suppose to go to hougang but ended up
in AMK (wad the shit)
But still i managed to reach home to get my stuff and now blogging at my aunt's place

For some weird reason my cousin com cant play D so like sianzz...

Nothing much to do today...
Maybe wil be catching the arsenal game with sebas and frens tonight..
but nothing is confirm yet..

Moses he wanted me to attend his confirmation thing tomorrow but
my parents was just like:"CHURCH!!! no!!! u r not going anywhere tomorrow"
=.=!!
Srsly i wonder what they r thinking.. y cant i go to the church not as if i am gg
to be a catholic after ONE visit to the church...

NICE!!!
Lunch at Hougang mall today... suppose to meet at 11 but ended up at 1
(expected one)------->cause got our"dai pai"(Sebas)
*dai pai means big shot
Then he say he will meet us at PS
(i bought new flip flops)!!! from newurbanmale.

BLack With Red stripes!!!
The funny parrt is that sebas he needs to repair his sim card at the starhub shop in PS
so we went to look around to find the shop.
so zhuun the moment we walk into PS i saw these two man wearing 'starhub' t's
so i say follow them sure can go
BUT
So suey they having lunch at that time so die...
have to find again..
guess wad sebas fone cant sms because he change his service provider to his own number.0.0

trained home then went to moses house after that cause damn sian...


sian face when sebas took the picture!!

Blink of an eye..
Eight weeks have passed and i have not been updating my blog..
so i decided to update from now on..

so sorry guys that have been waiting for my blog to be updated.

Oh Life sucks... remembering last sunday night.. so shiok..
tmr no school but now as i am blogging, i dread the ides of gg back to school....
its term 4 liao... i really need to give it my best shot... my last chanceof redemming myself...
no more lan..
no more com games
no more after school "extra"lesson....
all must stop...
must start mugging alr... hope its not too late yet... but i suddenly remember that my undone geog project..
33percent of my sa marks gone... WTF!!!!

nothing much happen during the weekends except for i did ice blended for my family!!!!(it nice ok)
and ya.. this holiday i think i spent most of my time on dota... rather than studying...
 sleep early... and i wish everyone good luck for the EOY..
countdown starts....
but think of after the holidays!!! three months of paradise...

Holidays are over soon... when term starts we must start to mug mug mug and more mug......

but for now, we must play play and more play...
something nice happen to me last week(i tink)
i managed to find my real good primary skoo fren on frenster..
and she was my fren fren.. and my fren fren which was another one of my fren's fren which is my fren...
ok confusing.. in short she knows matthew...
and ya i have been how for like this whole week at home trying to study which i did not....
and ya i tink this gal name:sonia frm my chinese tuition, she has this super cute spongebob bag!!!!
immediately i wanted to get it, so i decided to ask her fren which was my fren too to ask where
she got it...
sadly i did not know cause she say need go bugis to find cause she said cathay cheat ppl one....

nothing much happen today except that i fought with my aunt...
she was like"hao ming ar zhen tian yi zhi yong dian nao"(evevyday use com)
then we argued that i do not use that often la... t
then she buay song then scold me like fu!!!!!!ck.....

Even though it is the holidays..
it does not seem to be one lor..
everyday staying at home like one jailbird.. more of a kinda of grounded
zzzzzzzz...
u know wad.. it was not suppose to be like this la...
my mum said that some teacher call ed and told her that for me, it was this one week to catch up with studies.
and not playing a fool... and not going out all the time...
nothing interesting happen today except for i went out 7 in the moring jus top play LAN!! which was stupid la...
but guess wad i thought i was early..
jaston,roy and gang were all there!!!
they were even earlier... they seem as though they camped there last nite....

something that i regret most will be not going back to my prymary skoo(which most ppl went)
because of LAN again... so this was wad i told simone:i tink my galfren will dump me beacuse of LAN
SHe reply: Haha Surely la...

vivian went back to primary and wit some others...(not able to mention cause dont kow who)
my sis told me that she saw vivian audrey and jasmine...
um... quite a upset that i did not go back!!!
it seem like eveyone was changing la.. i saw aud, viv, and jas(class foto) and the picture on viv blog..
it looked so damn different...
but it looks like i am the one that has not chnage doing the same onld things, and failing the same old subjects...
haizzzz...
enough said... i will work hard for the EOY!!!!!

WOW!!!!! 
What the hell got in man!!!
i was standing at the podieum telling the whole school a story!!!
and it was a chinese one la...
it was damn freaking scary..
my frens told me that i read like a girl...(i was nervours luh)
Damn my legs la... they were like shaking like mad luh.....
so for the first time in my life... i was feeling so scared...

funny things like suanning hia ren continues....
haha...
during maths lesson, it got worse... keith was like siao untill...dont noe how describe...

then we were discussing about girls urinating through urinal..
which is damn stupid la...

then we also teach nick chew how to fantsize... cause he was like gg to st nicks for MEP
so ya la teach him nonsence.. and crap... la...

For the first time in my life i did not fail my bio which means its a piece of good news..
but the sad thing is that i fail my beest subject--A.maths...
haizzz
was super duper careless la....
nvm sa2 is my target so i will start studying...
today the kings of gamblers(ken) started playing poker in class with just 48 poker cards...
and playing this game was like playing arcade la...
willl get addicted one...
cant stop..
ten cent twenty cents,fourty cents... so i was like losing like siao...(not because i was lousy)
i lost because i was dmn unlucky luh...
and ya this morning the sec 2 was having camp in skoo so i went over and feldmen treated me tpo breakfast...
soo shiok....
so i saved money for breakfast then moses me matthew(later aaron came)
we sat at the canteen talk cock and laugh at some china ppl,,,,
haha...
today i was back early cause lose so much money so come home lor...
ha..
then something funny happen
you noe the guy sitting behind m?(name:hia ren ppl call him HIa BOX)
i really piss him off for two days because i started teasing his army and stuff(he has a fetish for Army and soldier)(crazy over them)\
so i said something damn retarded like(oi: defend your base my helicopter coming)
he just kept quiet...
then later he ask if anyone saw his pen then i said use u seeking missile to find..
he really damn piss...
his face fdamn funny..
haha..

then keith also damn bad keep on disturbing jonathan tan.. like during ss lesson yeaterday, 
he kenna booed by all of us when he spoke..
haha damn funny...

Finally i had time to update my journal...
i had not been updating for 2 weeks..and ya its because of my lazyness.. \

today in class damn funny...
we started to sing songs that remind us of our childhood times....
like mary had a little lamb little lamb little lamb
OmaC donald had a farm.. and many many more la...
even though today was not our last paper but everyone was like so high la...(monday still got bio)

then recently we had this singing group in our class... Consist of lead singer:keith. ken and brandon....
                                                                                                                     Followers:rest of class..
sing real old songs like wo yao wo yao wo yao ni di
wo yao ni di ai ni wei shen me bu zou guo lai...
Sinplify:i want iwant iwant your love why wouldnt u come here....

Today i saw my chinese paper and i was shock la...
so f!!!!king low...
need another 8 more mark frm my compre to pass!!!!
mau did worse la...
jer allmost the same
moses fail 
gene also fail....

last period of the day!!!: maths but maths teacher nvr come!!!
means free period!!! so shiok but after that still got xxxxx-tra lesson for all(bio)

when our teacher came into the class, she was so pissed that she say if u r ready then come look for me
in staff rm...

then we all diam diaam and listen to lesson lor....

still have my last subject:bio to mug and play after that!!!!!

but like wad LYNUS said sa2 is like lesss that a month(dont noe if true)
so must stop treally start studying..

lastly i damn puss wif today's maths la...
i minus 10 marks because of careless...
so it like i could only have a highest mark of 30/40!!!

so sad...
teacher's day coming so i would suggest that our class take part in the talent time show held by the skoo...

might be goin bac to pry skoo too.... (since i alr did not go for two years)!!

Soooooooooo NOT nice....
kay's idea to watch mummy..(not blaming him)

ok the truth is that actually i slept part of the movie.. only when abit intresting then i watch...

should have watch $ not enough 2... which can make mi laugh untill die...
Unhappy thing:not been able to attend tmr's pry skoo  gathering...
nr after eoy shoud still have...

i saw amanda today.. at plaza sing.. actually not very surprise though.. cause i was like expecting to meet someone i know.. ya so not very surprise.... 
b4 the show we were playing some stupid basketball crap in teh arcarde.. and i cant seem to get any on
target(basketball not my forte)

after the show.. we went to PARADIZ Plaza to play ONE game of DOTA.. lame rite?

its my idea anyways...

Something extra... i saw a pretty girl today... seem like 16? 15? or even 14...

hah  ha she was like giving some irrestable aura... when we were at KFC i took like 1000001 looks her...arrrrr i am carzy!!!!